good bye mr murphy!!!

well this is just to say goodbye to kieran as he leaves here on thursday to start his travels!!!

kieran - its been great getting to know you and soul survivor was great-all our trips to mr boogies!! your an awesome guy and i will miss you when you leave here and i know im not the only one that will. i am praying for you as you get ready to go on your journey and look forward to next year and hearing all the stories and seeing all the pictures! but keep us posted by emails and on your blog during the next year! mate thanks for the laughs over the last couple of months and for listening when ive wanted to chat. look after yourself. lots of love to you x x

new member....

i gota guinea pig today - a little baby boy - he is soooooo gorgeous!!! i havent got a name for him yet am in the process of thinking of a name! but hes sucha cutie!!! he is black and has a ginger ring around him!!!

i also went to lunch today with andy, liz and jason. it was a really nice time to chill out and chat and i really enjoyed it - we went whitehouse and i had chilli con carne!!!

well hope everyone is well...!

xxx

just wanna know.....

time has gone quick since we first met
the memories ive got which make me smile
but then theres those which make me sad
the laughs and the crys
and the fun and the serious
but baby i just wanna know.....

where do i stand?
i just dont understand.
we've left so much unsaid,
my heart has bled.
why cant things be how they were before?

the calls you used to give me
put a smile upon my face
the smallest things ment so much
and you probaberly didnt realise
how happy you made me
but baby i just wanna know.....

where do i stand?
i just dont understand.
we've left so much unsaid,
my heart has bled.
why cant things be how they were before?

you still mean so much to me
and you dont know it
im glad to call you a friend
at least its something
cos your special
but baby i just wanna know.....

where do i stand?
i just dont understand.
we've left so much unsaid,
my heart has bled.
why cant things be how they were before?

maybe things will become easier
as time goes on but i really just wanna know......

where do i stand?
i just dont understand.
we've left so much unsaid,
my heart has bled.
why cant things be how they were before?

thanks guys!!!

well this is to Kieran and Hairy for your lovely things you wrote on your blogs!!! kieran for embarasing me and hairs for calling me a nerd!! thanks guys love you too!!! nah only joking, i dont mind! hope your both doing alright and see ya both soon!

todays been pretty good, i spent the morning with jess just chilling out and we had lunch and such a lovely chat which was really cool, after i went to church and rang TGIS about our social on friday and then chilled there with Liz and Toby for about 2hours which was really cool, me and liz had a lovely chat - thanks honey!! and then tasha came and got me.

me and tasha chilled for a bit and went crusaders and then met gill and she dropped us both home which was cool and we got to have a lovely chat :+)

tonight i think im going to chill out!!!

lovely day

well today has been great. so nice :+) tasha got me at 11 and we went into town and saw kieran!! so me and tash went and caught him up and so we chilled out with him for about hour and 15mins! was great getting to see you kieran, you really made me blush today though mate!!! i cant actually remember what it was you told me to say when i was writing i chilled out with you on here!! but anyways it was lovely to see you, never know that could be last time i see you before you go travel the world! im gunna miss you and our jokes!! "King Kieran" it was nice hanging with you today!

12-30 me and tasha met charlie, daniel and hannah and we all went to aroma, it was lovely seeing charlie outside of school and we had some great convos. i had a lovely time there and we definatly will have to go out again soon!!

after aroma me tasha and hannah chilled out around town until hannah had to go and then me and tasha went to church to see everyone - GUYS if you are reading this you should be WORKING!!!! hehehe! after that me and tasha went bbs and had a girly chat which was cool. so ive had a lovely day.

thanks for ya 9comments hairy!!! your a joka!!!

sometimes.....

-x- Sometimes things are great, sometimes things are bad, sometimes you are happy and other times you are sad.
-x- Sometimes you wanna shout and scream and other days want to hide.
-x- Sometimes you want to be hugged and other times you want to be left alone.
-x- Sometimes all you want is to chat to your friends but other times you want to be in the stillness.
-x- Sometimes we reflect, sometimes we forget in the rush of things.
-x- Sometimes we want to cry and cry, sometimes we want to smile.
-x- Sometimes things are hard and sometimes they are easy.
-x- Sometimes you are confused and other times very sure.
-x- But one thing that never happens sometimes, but happens ALWAYS is God is always there, and its something we dont need to forget, good or bad, happy or sad, God is there.

backstreet boys!

last night me tasha and debbie went to see backstreet boys in concert and i have to admit they were really good!! i really enjoyed the concert and they sang a mix of old and new songs which was really good and completed the show with my favourite song - everybody(backstreets back)

Tasha i really hope you enjoyed it - happy 18th birthday pressie my love xx xx xx

schools out for a week - im glad to have the break as although im enjoying school i am pretty tired so this week will be good to chill out and see people i havent seen in a while! so im looking forward to that.

well have a good weekend guys x x

thank you Father....

Father, thank you for being an awesome God, for never leaving me through thick or thin, for putting amazing people around me that are each special in their own way. Father i thank you that finally i have built back the friendship with that person from school, i thank you that you have given me oppurtinitys to talk to him about you and i pray one day he would find you and love you and follow you like i do. Father i thank you that things are going well at the moment both in school and outside! i thank you that i am enjoying school. i pray Father that this week would be a really good week off from school, and that i would be able to see people that i havent seen for a while. but today Father i really do thank you for the fact the friendship has come back with that person, and slowly things are going back to normal like when we were in year 7+8, Father the conversations weve had, the good and the bad, and now we are friends again and i thank you for that and i pray that our friendship continues to grow. i thank you for the other amazing people at school and that we are all getting on so well now, i pray for my year though, that those who still misbehave could start to become good and have a good attitude towards school. Father, you answer when we call and i thank you for that.

amen x x

party time!!!!

Tashas party was great. It was so much fun and such a good night. Im going to keep this short and simple as there is so much I could write about but i thought id keep it short.I stayed with Jess for most of the night and me and her had such a laugh which was great, shes a star. Everyone seemed to enjoy themselves and the fireworks in which we had were great. Me and Hannah stayed over and had a good night. So all I want to say is à Tasha thank you for such a great party, I love you sweetie and hope it’s a night you will remember for the rest of your life! happy 18th!! xxx

wahey!

I am so excited!!!!!! Its tashas 18th party tomorrow and its going to be great and so much fun!!! I really am looking forward to it, and Tasha everything will go well so don’t worry! Im praying for ya that the right amount of people come!!All day today ive been telling everyone its Tashas party I am so looking forward to it!!!

Rocksolid was great tonight – we had a quiz night and it was so much fun!! My team “bloody mary” came second!! GET IN! as jase would say! We did proper good well done everyone im proud! Rocksolid has made me pretty hyper! And we had cocktails too!!

Me and lyns went out for dinner before rocksolid which was so nice –we had a chat about everything and I had such a nice time with her- lyns ya a star and a great big sis! Loveya xx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLIE!!!

The office at church has changed! It looks really good but so much different was a bit of a shock going in there tonight!!! I was like wow! Its all different!! Hehe!!!

So like you can tell im pretty hyper but ive had a great week and this weekend is going to be even better,

Love to everyone have a great weekend! Xx xx xx

open evening.....

Tonight was open evening at school, I had to show a parent of a year6 child and the child around the school, the parent in which I got was a Christian and we had a amazing chat :+) her daughter who already attends school had come to the prayer meeting on Tuesday and we just chatted about God and school and her little girl who was looking around was really sweet. It was really cool to give her a tour around school. God is amazing how he is putting people around me who I can chat to about God. The open evening went really well and a teacher has asked me to miss lesson two tomorrow to show parents around at open morning! So that’s cool.

My day has been quite good – think I may have tonsalitous though :+( my throat has been really sore and hurts to swallow. I was meant to meet Hana at 3 but I gave it a miss and had a couple of hours sleep before returning to school.

Tashas party on Saturday I am so excited – its going to be so much fun!!!

Hope everyone is well x x x

our God is.......

........a awesome God


Well today I went to the prayer meeting again, there was me, Chris, Claire, Karen, Tom and a teacher there, Charlie wasn’t there due to him being in a meeting. We started praying and id noticed a lot of Toms year were standing outside looking in, two girls then came to drop their bags in their form room where we were praying and decided to stay….I them prayed for year9 that God would bless them and stop the peer-pressure in which they are facing, after I prayed this prayed about 6 year9s came in to pray with us. God is amazing. Its so awesome going to the prayer meeting, this week is only the second week and we have got 3x bigger, just think by the time me and Chris leave school how big it could be…….

Please pray for our prayer meeting at school, it will be appreciated by us all x x x

songs of praise!

i went to the recording of songs of praise last night which is on bbc1 on the 11december! the recording went quite well and it was cool to be a part of it but my legs hurt so much by the end of it!! and it was a tiny bit repetative but it was good. it is going to look amazing when it goes on tv and it will be good for my friends to watch as they all know what i was doing last night. the camera came right up on us a couple of times and i did well and didnt laugh! was impressed with myself!! so yeah last night was good and it was great having people from different churches across luton join us.

im off to work today and then tonight havent made plans yet! so i best be off - start at 9-30!

have a good day everyone x x x

please pray!

ive been unwell for the last two days and pretty gutted i havent been able to go school as i am finally enjoying school and also i know just how important this year is and its important for me not to miss any days. im going back to school tomorrow but i would appreciate you praying that God protects my body from getting ill and that i dont have to miss any school. one of my teachers aparenlty voiced today that she was worried i havent been at school the last two days as ive missed some important work in english and drama. i pray that i will be able to quickly catch up in all the lessons in which i have missed and just that God completely heals me from this sickness and protects me.

thanks guys

and jana thank you for the comment :+) your so awesome and so encouraging. God bless you so much my lovely i am praying for you xxx

prayer meeting

thats exactly what i went to at lunch time today. at lunch there was a prayer meeting which me, a boy called chris in my year,charlie,claire, a teacher and a girl called karen who is doing the gap year at stopsley baptist that used to come to my school all attended. i wasnt going to go to it because i had to do my dt but something told me my dt work could be done at home and i should go to it, so i found chris and we went. it was amazing to be praying for the school and felt like a really good witness, on the door there was a sign saying prayer meeting, only come in if you want to pray! sos a lot of people walked past and saw me and chris in there, some opened the door and asked questions and others opened the door and didnt say anything. i knew about the prayer meeting todaybecause charlie had asked me and chris to go along to it on sunday when we saw him. was a good 20minutes of praying for the school, for teachers and for pupils. im glad i went.

baptisms!

the baptism i went to last night was so awesome. it was the baptisms of two of the girls who were in my group at ignite. another girl also got baptised but i didnt know her. listening to the testomonys of these three girls were so moving and it was so nice to be there sharing the special day with them. watching the two girls from my ignite group and how they have grown with God in the last month was so amazing and i was so glad to be there. the night was a great night and really enjoyable.

charlie was there aswell as its his church now so i sat with him, a boy in my year and vicky. it was great to have such a long chat with charlie after the service and i was able to talk to him about everything which was great as in school its a bit limited to what i can talk to him about! so it was lovely to be able to have a proper chat. also saw claire, mark and jason which was cool as i havent seen them properly for quite a while.

so all in all it was a great night. i was in two frames of mind at 6oclock whether to go to the baptism or my church because i was talking to one of my non christian mates about what was happening at church ( the rugby guy from sareson coming) as he loves rugby and is so passionate about it and he was really intrested about it but then he asked if it was going to be a church service and i said yeah and so he desided to give it a miss, but it was special for me having the oppourtinity to talk to him about church and now i am really praying for him that one week he will deside he wants to come. was a pretty big step talking to him about it as me and him used to be best mates but had a falling out and only recently started to become close again, but i thought ive got nothing to lose telling him and im glad i did speak to him about it. but in the end i desided to go to the baptism and i definatly feel i made the right choice.

hope everyone had a good monday!!! xx

the week as from tuesday!!!

well this week has been ok. nothing special. but its been ok. school has been quite boring and im glad to of had the weekend!! friday night was great at tgis, we did a kareoke night and it was such a laugh and i really enjoyed it and i think everyone else did aswell. work yesterday was quite good, i was on the til most of the day and loadsa people i know came in which was cool. i didnt do much in the evening just went and saw me nan and grandad after a family meal which we had. today tgis was good, it went really well i think. we played a game where we had a sticker on our back and had to find our partner by asking questions. on the second round the person who was my parenter i was glad was my partner because i had a lovely chat with her and she wanted to chat and then i made a joke with her which she found really funny and i was really touched as ive never seen her laugh like that before and never really had a really long chat with her. its amazing how God plans things like this. so my weeks been ok as a whole.

tonight im going to a baptism of two of my ingite girlys so that should be fun and im really looking forward to it and the fact il be there sharing the special time with them it going to be awesome.

hope everyones well xx