it is a bit of a rollorcoaster....

thats how im feeling at the minute. i feel as though im at the top and waiting to drop before building back up and reaching the straight part again. i dont really know what brought it all on, i thought things were going alright. but recently ive felt kinda rubbish about things and its really impacted on my mood. but i hope it is just a phase and it will pass soon.

also want to say that i love both of these girls very much, and ive been a pretty crap friend to the both of them recently and said things i regret, but they both are very special and will always have a place in my heart. we have all been through so much together and they are both amazing, special and beautiful people, who are like my sisters aswell as my best friends xxx