happy christmas!!

happy christmas everyone! hope everyone has enjoyed the day! i have. midnight mass was sooo good :+) anyway God Bless xxxxxxx

3hours to go!!!

im getting so excited now!! tonight is going to be awesome i have a feeling it is going to be really good and full of love. hehe,tasha getting so annoyed with me probs, i rang her telling her how excited i am and how much im looking forward to chirstmas!!! bless her!! i wouldnt shut up!! i was thinking about what christine put on her blog about top10 songs and i dont really no what my top ten would be. but a list of songs i really like are:

1) imagine ( this reminds me of the day my nan died and i heard this song and knew she was experiancing what this song was saying)
2) sick and tired - anastacia
3)everything i do, i do it for you - bryan adams
4)sand in my shoes - dido (reminds me of holiday)
5)my jesus, my saviour
6)all i want for christmas is you - mariah carey
7)ill stand by you - girls aloud (makes me think about my friends and that ill always stand by them no matter what)

well thats 7 songs, i know they are not all from this year but they are the songs i could think of which mean a lot to me, all for different reasons. well, i really hope everyone has a good christmas, God bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

christmas in 1 day!! whoo!!!

im feelin so christmasy!! hehe. i just got back from church from the crib service, it was so sweet all the little children making up the nativity. im really lookin forward to midnight mass tonight too!!! xxxx

ive dyed my hair again!!!

ive dyed my hair again but it is brown now so it is like my natural colour,well not really but kinda, my natural colour is brown but this is a bit darker than my natural colour!! im realy pleased with it though, so its all good. christmas is getting closer :+) xxxx

holidays...

the holidays are been really good so far. ive been out with my mates pretty much everyday. gosh....not long til christmas now!! only 3days!! im really looking forward to it. i would love it to snow as it would be so magical! so have to wait and see what happens.

its the holidays!!!!!

im so happy. ive left school on a happy note!! its the holidays now and i think they are going to be really fun. i love christmas it is such a special time of year. where i can celebrate my saviours birthday and be with my family friends. for me christmas is a time of peace and showing love to one another. im not fussed about presents this year, if im honest then yes i would like some presents but this year there is nothing i have asked for, as i dont see christmas all about the presents. a guy i know,who is becoming a christian recieved a christmas card from one of his friends, im not sure if his friend is a christian but the message inside was amazing, it said something along the lines of:

on christmas day when you are opening your presents, stop and take time to think about Jesus, the persons birthday you are celebrating, the man who died for you so all your sins can be forgiven.celebrate the light.

i thought this was amazing as it is normally forgotten at this time of year and people just think its all about the presents and getting drunk. but this person that wrote this card, had stopped and taken time to think about the real message of christmas.
i think that christmas is going to be extra special this year as my mum is coming to midnight mass with me and my brother and his girlfriend might be coming as well.
i am pleased that it is the holidays now as i really need the break and i think everyone around me does as well.

Hmm....im feeling happy

im in a pretty good mood. the girls i had fallen out with came up to me today when i was outside form. yesterday one of them had smiled at me and i smiled back at her and her face had lite up. this morning i wondered what they were going to say to me. however they gave me christmas presents and a sorry present and we have sorted things out :+) although im not hanging around with them again just yet i felt so much better in myself having had things sorted out.

such a bad week.....

i have really had an awful week and i just want it 2 end. i fell out with two girls that are ment 2 be two of my best friends on monday at school and they have been really bitchy and have really gotten to me. every1 is telling me to ignore it but its hard to. i hate the fact i feel so down because of it however they are making me feel like this and i no i need space and time to reflect as i dont think i can trust them any more as we have fallen out so many times each time they tell me they will not be horrible to me yet they always go back to their selfish ways where my opinion doesnt count. this has really gotten to me and i no at least God is there and i know that when tomorrow night comes i will feel a bit happier because im going out with some of my best friends outside of school and they will cheer me up. however this week has been so bad and ive lost my temper so much due to it. however chatting to a friend i have not spoken to in ages did cheer me up and chatting to other friends has helped me to express how i am feeling and helped for me to feel better. i just hope that next week will go quickly as then i can be away from school for a couple of weeks and can have some "me" time and just relax and enjoy myself in the christmas holiday. i cant believe that people who are ment to be your friends can treat you like this though and you find out who your true friends are when things like this happen. the reason it gets to me as well is i have to see them everyday 5 days a week and they cant b mature about it they are immature. gosh this really is a winge but i wanted to write about how im feeling. but at least i have my real friends standing by me....

thankful

Lord you held me in your arms
helping me to know you were there
you made sure my family were safe
and i am so thankful
i really dont no how to say it
as words cant express how greatful i am
Lord i love you
you carried me last night
and Father, all i want to say is thank you

lifes to short to argue

i am so so greatful to God, im so greatful i cant express it in words. my brother had a car crash last night which could have killed him but he got off luckily with just serious brusing. im so thankful to God that he is ok, if anything had happened to him, i dont what i would have done, as we had had a arguement in the morning before i went to school and he went to uni.God kept him safe and i am so thankful. all of my friends were great ringing me to check i was ok and praying for him. i really am so thankful.

i have learnt though that life is to short to argue. i know i still will have arguements, but i know now i need to make sure i sort them out as quickly as possible and make sure i say sorry. i need to make sure i argue less. this has taught me a lesson, and i was so shaken up last night. but God held me in his arms and kept my brother safe and i really am thankful and thank you to all my friends who prayed xxxx