it's bloomin' freezin' !!

im so cold today!! cant seem to get warm, winter is definatly on its way!! yesterday was a good day for me in the sense of reflecting and talking through how i have been feeling. i had a really long chat with someone about it, i hadnt planned to go and talk to them about it, but we were chatting and i just started talking about everything that has been on my mind lately and just talking about how i have been feeling at many different things which have been getting to me. i just felt so much more peace in my heart once i had spoken about it, almost as though i was realising it, and not keeping it all held back. i just felt God had placed that person there for a reason to listen yesterday, and i was so glad to be able to offload how i have been feeling.

"our God is an awesome God he regins, from heaven above with wisdom, power and love our God is an awesome God." those words have been on my mind since i went to LCF a few weeks back and we were singing those words, and so often i think i forget how awesome God is and how God has the power to do anything, nothing is to big for God and we just have to trust God. i think that with things with me at the moment, i just have to trust God, and i know God knows best and i think i just have to allow God to work in how God is going to work and not doubt or worry but trust, which can be a scary thing to do, but i think its what i need to do, and i think thats why those words are really sticking in my heart as a way of remembering just how AMAZING God is.

the whole "yes" "no" and "wait" are also things ive been thinking about when i have been praying, i was re-reading my prayer diary which i havent written in for ages, but i went through a stage of writing down my prayers, and just re-reading it and looking at how prayers have been answered, i can see why they have been answered how they have now, when they havent always been answered how i have wanted them to be at the time!!

anyway Y'all - Peace out x