last night was so good

hannahs party was brilliant. i picked rob and daniel up and off we went. tasha was there already and her,hannah and sarah looked lovely. so we waited for the others to arrive. sat and chilled and had a chat. then dinner was ready, had mellon, chicken and noddles and cake! and after the food watched eastenders, played pictionary and murder mystery. was so good! my team won pictionary, well done daniel and louise! i know i chose you both to be on my team for a reason (hehe) after we watched bigbrother, and just chilled. we had a really nice night and hannah thank you for inviting all of us and i hope u enjoyed it. and thank you to - daniel,rob,simon,jamie,sarah,tasha,hannah and louise for a really nice night! xxx

today daniel,me,rob,tasha and hannah are going to chill out which should be cool.

well happy :o)

no more school for three weeks now!!!!!! one week holiday and two weeks work experience! its great. and i got my report today and i got a pretty good report so im really pleased! tonight going to hannahs birthday party,its going to be great. we all getting dressed up including the guys! so me, im in a really good mood, i have no homework to do over the next 3weeks, so i have a nice relaxing break ahead of me!! xxx

LIVERPOOL

well done liverpool!! they done well. i dont really support a team, just watch the matches. this match was a good 1.

future

im really thinking now of what i want to do with my future. i really want to know clearly in my head what i plan to do, so i have something to aim for over this next, final year in school. i think im going to go to college and do travel and tourism. and i have a few other ideas as well. ive got it pretty clear in my head what i hope to be doing in 3years from now. so hopefully....all will go to plan.

Father, i really thank you for helping me to know clearly now in my head what i want to do, and what i need to achieve in school to get to where i want to be. Father i really pray that this last year of high school, i will work really hard and that i will get the grades i need. Lord, this time next year, i am going to be sitting my GCSEs and i really pray that i will concentrate in lessons now and work hard and just do my best. working my hardest all the time. i really pray Father that i will push myself to work hard and that i ask if there is anything in any lesson i dont understand. Father i thank you that the last 9months since ive been doing the subjects i chose at school have gone well. and i really just pray that the next 9months again will go well, and il do my best Father. Thank you Lord. amen xxx

worry

so that was the topic of infinity tonight. cell was good, all us girlys joined together and we were actually really open with each other which was cool. and we had a laugh, so i really enjoyed cell tonight. everyone has worry, and it was intresting to talk about the different kinds of worry people have. differing from exams,money,relationships,jobs all different sorts of worry, yet each as important in its own way.

i have a science exam tomorrow which counts towards my GCSEs. yeah, if i am honest then i am worried, cause i got 2 Es on the last exams, however i did pretty well on the ones before. i know i have to go out there and do my best. nothing else can be expected. i did rubbish on the last 2 because we had not been taught properly and now i can improve and ive revised, so now all i can do is my best.

to everyone else taking exams at this time, try not to worry, God has a plan for each and everyone of us. we feel sometimes we have to live up to peoples expectations, but at the end of the day, the exams are for us, and if we know we have put in the work and the effort we should be proud of our end result.

and to jez, for your interview tomorrow, i am praying for u mate. and really hope you get the job. God bless you loads.

things are going pretty good for me at the mintue. not everything is great and perfect but i dont expect it to be. i have 5weeks and 4days left in school until the summer holiday. 1week holiday next week and 2weeks work experience. its going to fly by! then i get my exciting summer that i am really really looking forward to.

to everyone that is worried or have things on their minds that is making them feel down, i am here for u. and i especially wanna say to tasha, after reading your blog, honey, i am here for u always, no matter what. no matter what time. anytime you in need of a chat, im here. ALWAYS, and i aint going know where. thanks for always been there for me, for always listening to me and for helping me, for loving me when im hard to love.

also want to say a mazzive thank you to Daniel,Rob,Hannah and Tasha for been sucha laugh to hang out with. for always been there. never change. you lot are great. hannah, thanks for always been there, for making me laugh when im upset. rob, thank you for always listening to me go on about things and for always been there. and finally dan, thanks for always putting a smile on my face, and always been there for me to chat to :o)

and this is for all my mates ---> thank you for always been there. for never leaving me whatever im going through.thank you for loving me, even when im hard to love, i never say this enough.....thank you for been my mate :o) i love each and everyone of you, im lucky to have you as a friend. xxx

once again this has turned into a really long post!! but my posts wouldnt be the same if they werent long!!!!!!

sorted!

you can post comments on me blog again now guys! Liz sorted it for me, thanks Liz xxxx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIRY!!!!! 24 now mate!!!! hope u have a wicked day!

today i been stalbans with naomi, we was going to watch the guys play in their football match final, but it was raining so much we didnt stay in st albans for long and desided to come shopping in luton insted. so guys, hope u done well!! family meal tonight, but will be alright cause naomi coming to :o) my nan and grandad known her all her life and so she like family, so she been invited swel! what cool. well il write soon.

hannah -- i hope u had a wicked birthday and enjoyed your prom honey! xxxxxxxx

gutted......

so year11 left today. im really gonna miss them, more than i thought i would. was pretty funny, my year were worse behaviored than year11 today, i dont know what they going to be like when we leave!! signed a few shirts and had lots of hugs, the year 11 are going to be missed loads by all a us, and i wish them all the luck in their exams and futures.

i only got a F on my history exam, was pretty dissapointed to be honest, but i know why i done crap, if id a had my book to revise i would have done much better and i proved that today when we reanswered some of the questions.

so ONE year left and im out a school!! its going to go so quick! whooo!!!

urm...

well my blog aint letting people post comments and i aint got a clue why! i didnt even know till i read hairys post! thanks for letting me know mate. so i dont know if the system just down or not, but hopefully it will sort its self out!

Hannah ---> Happy 16th birthday for tomorrow!

Hairy ---> Happy 24th birthday for saturday!

hope that you both enjoy your birthdays and have great days! xx

leaving....goodbye

its so weird. year11 leave soon, their last official day is tomorrow but they still have to come in some days next week. to think we are going to be the oldest in the school. its starange.yesterday i signed jess's leaving book, all the memories me and her have and now i aint going to see her everyday. i signed josh's leaving book today and thinking back on what a good mate hes become to me in the last year we've got to no each other and now they leaving, obviously im going to keep in touch with them but it ent going to be the same not seeing them everyday, got more books to sign tomorrow. me, ciaran and shane were chatting about prefects and buddies at lunch while we was queing up to get dinner. its really sinking in now that year11 are going, and they are going to be missed and we become the olest and this time next year we leave!! im looking forward to it!

:o) smile!

this week been an alright week. i thought it was going to be crap, but its actully been alright. work experience ---> well i thought id had all fallen through again, the work place i am going had lost one of my forms and i told school and they sent me a message today to say see the woman over seeing work experience urgently at break. so off i went thinking great once again its all gone wrong...but it hadnt....the paperwork that had been lost had been faxed off and recieved back and now all i have to do is get mum to sign it tonight and its all done and complete and confirmed :o) so its all good!!!

found out the history test we took is putting us into groups of top, middle and bottom sets!!! so hopefully ive done alright on it. at the end of the day i have done my best on it, and thats all what matters.

i went asda last night with mum and found the cutest me to you card. i didnt have anyone to buy it for and i really liked what it said on it, so i showed it to mum and she brought it for me, so ive put it up on my wall!!! i cant remeber off the top of my head what it says, so il write what it says in my next post.

coldplays new song comes out on monday which is cool, i think its a quality song, everytime it comes on the radio i turn it up!

everyone who feeling fed up or alone --> God loves you, he's there for you, he never leaves you, he loves you unconditionally, good or bad he is there, he loves you, in times of trouble he is your rock. thought id post this, because i kno people who feeling fed up and alone and you aint alone, God is there and all your mates are there, willing to help and listen :o)

well i better be off, cause im going out with some mates from school tonight and they going to be knocking for me anytime! xxx

:o) thanks liz

a big thanks to Liz Macfie. ive been trying for ages to put the links down the side of my blog, and not known how to do it, so Liz did it for me. thanks Liz :o) your a star xxx

check this out....

just went on the church website http://www.stmarysluton.org i think that the prayer online system they are going to try out is going to be a really good thing and i really hope its sucessful. i am going to pray it will be sucessful.

todays been an alright day.....nothing really exciting happened but its been ok! i did my history test....it went ok...i did my best on it, and so hopefully ive done alright on it. started my food coursework properly today and i completed my first page!! well anyway....im shattered so think im going to go bed now! night! xxxx

thank you.....

church was awesome last night. i really felt God. Andy lead worship which was awesome and Alan West did the main sermon. alan speaking about what hes been through the last 15months was so moving, and so encouraging. how him and his family became so close due to what he was going through. my mum came to church last night. it must of had a big impact on her and i think she enjoyed it as she started telling my brother jonny all about it, she was really going for it and saying how she enjoyed it. and he listened with a lot of intrest. so im really thankful to God that she came and that hes started to really work in her life.

also want to say a massive thank you to all me mates. you lot are great. you always there for me no matter what and i seriously do love u all. and a mazzive thank you to rob for listening to me yesterday when i needed someone to talk to.

me and the girl i was saying ive become good mates with that i sit next to in history are becoming really good mates and i really thankful to God for that, i find it really hard to trust the girls in my year and i think that God has put this girl there for me to talk to, have a laugh with and to be good mates with. so thats cool.

on saturday i went to town with hannah and finally got my trainers!! and then me,tasha,rob and daniel chilled out for a bit and hannah and sarah were with us for a little bit but then they had to go. watched a film - cant remeber what it was called but it was pretty good.

something i have been praying about for a while, last night when we sang blessed be your name when we got to the bit - you give and take away we were told to vision something and i pictured this person, and i dont know if il see them again, but ive been trusting God with the situation for ages and after singing that line and really meaning it, i felt a real sense of peace. i really know God is working with this thing, and ive told mum about it all along and i told her about last night me feeling at peace after and now i think she understands more.

todays been alright at school, i wasnt really looking forward to it this morning, just as i find it so boring, but its been an alright day. so thats cool. 9days left and we on holiday and then have 2weeks work experience!! so its all good!!!

this is quite a long post, but i havent been able to post since friday as my computers been down. xx

Top 5 fav songs at mo

U2 – sometimes you cant make it on your own
Coldplay – speed of sound
Backstreet boys – quit playing games with my heart
Byran adams – everything I do, I do it for you
akon - lonely

them songs aint all from now but i love em all so much and been listening to them loads lately!

Just watched eastenders. It was really emotional and upsetting. The girl who plays ruby is an amazing actress. She is absoulty inspiring and I really look up to her. I think she is great and now that I do drama, id say she is my role model actress. Due to her been only a little bit older than me.also katy that was in corrie was a amazing actresses. both of these are my role models. My eyes were watering while watching eastenders and yesterday when I watched blood brothers my eyes were streaming.

Ive been thinking how lucky I have to have all my little infinity crew. We are all complete indivials and we are all so close and I love every single one of them to bits. xxx

blood brothers

went and saw blood brothers yesterday on a drama trip, it was truely amazing. it was so awesome, so moving and so emotional, anyone that hasnt seen it i recomened it. i have asked mum to buy tickets so i can go and see it again. we also got to go to pineapple studios and work with some of the actors from the play. this was exciting and i learnt a lot from doing it. like when u enter the building you are no longer you but your character and you should not speak to anyone socially. the day was quality and i really enjoyed it. my old english teacher came from last year. i wasnt exactly chuffed that he was coming but to be honest he was actully alright yesterday. so anyone that hasnt seen blood brothers, you really should see it!!!

school has been quite good today. ive had a pretty good day. me and the girl i sit next to in history, have nearly really known each other that well because we arent in the same half the year and so have never really got to no each other. ive been sitting next to her in history for the last 4months and we have become really good mates, so thats really cool.

not sure on my weekend plans yet. but hopefully will be good whatever i do!!

feeling fit....fit.....fit....!

no i am not been big headed! im feeling fit because of my 4 WHOLE hours of pe today!! how much i was dreading it and it came and it wasnt that bad!! we were assessed in hockey,basketball,aerobics and babminton!! the basket ball i liked and the aerobics made me laugh because i had to lead a routen and it made me think of the weekend away when daniel said lets do some aerobics! so my 4 hours of pe have made me feel quite healthy! dont think ive done as much excise in a while!!

tomorrow im going to see bloodbrothers as a drama trip. should be good and we get to take part in a workshop with the actors! and get a hour and half free time in covent gardens. i hope the incidents of belgum dont happen again though :O(

went cinema last night with Daniel,Rob,Hannah,Fiona,Sarah and Emma. went to see kingdom of heavan. it was an ok film. had a nice night out with everyone though :O) xxx

didn't think this would happen....

this boy was really annoying me today at school. he used to annoy me loads but now he's matured we are quite good mates but he was mucking around and started to really annoy me. we was in science, and the 2boys i sit with on my table were chatting to him aswell. then he started 2 get really annoyin so one of the boys on my table told him 2 shutup and leave me alone. to be honest this surprised me, but also made me smile. the boy that told him to be quiet has grown up so much over the last few months, had this been 6months ago he would have joined in. after me and the guys on my table had a really nice chat about things and the boy that was been annoyin said sorry. its nice to see the guys in my year at least finally geting mature :o) i had a pretty good day today though, although im finding school so boring, ive been praying about it loads, and lately the days at school havent been to bad. so thats all good.

maybe??

someone really annoyed me today. im not going to say any names.

but it made me wonder....is God testing my patenice? has God put this person in my life for me to help them come to know him? is this person trying to ask for help but not straight upfront?

your prayers would be very much appreciated.

awah!

todays been so good. one of the best saturdays ive had in ages. went to the cell confernece from 10-4 with christine, steve,hannah,charlie and daniel. was really good and i got a lot out of it :+) and then we went to daniels. had jokes. me and hannah had a really nice chat with him, so thanks dan + hannah! and then we rang rob and tasha and they came over 2. we watched grease and had jokes!!! ive had a really nice day today, so thanks u lot, loveya all, ya the best mates ever xxxx

.....cant think of a title.....

well i been off school the last 2days. i had a really sore throat yesterday and my back,head,neck and shoulders were aching. the sore throat had gone this morning but my back,neck, shoulders still ached so i didnt go in today either. but now im feeling alright. i got all my spanish coursework done the last 2days which im pleased about. and tonight my friend dropped round the work they did in dt that i need to do. so i havent missed much so il be able to catch up quite quickly. its annoying though, i havent been ill for ages and then i get ill!! i hate being ill so much. but i dont really think as such i was ill, i think i might a pulled a muscle in pe which had triggered the aches. im pleased ive got my spanish done though, as now its something i havent got to worry about and ive been able to do it a bit at a time which has been easier.

also want to say a big thank u to hannah, i was bit fedup last night and shes sucha star, she listened to me and cheered me up and sent me the cutest text message this morning, so thanks hannah xxxx

i had a really long chat with mum last night and it was such a nice chat. we were chatting about everything and it was really nice chat. so thanks mum! your a star. xxxx

think tonight hannah and tasha might come over for a bit to watch a film, but im not sure yet, we havent arranged anything for certain.

friends are great :+)

its days like today when you've had a rubbish day you realise how good friends actully are and how so often we take them for granted. fiona and tasha made me laugh so much when i met up with them and we had our pictures done in the galaxy. then we rang daniel and rob and the 5 of us went bowling. all 4 of them made me smile in one way or another and have brightened up my day :+) thanks guys xxxx

me and hannah had really nice chat to on msn. hannah always sends me nice texts in the day so when ever i aint having the best of days her texts cheer me up. so thanks hannah xxxxx

hmm....

well today started off been an alright day. i was quite tired when i woke up, but when i walked to school it woke me up a bit. got to school to find out that next wed i have 4hours of pe and have a moderator in assessing and grading me!! great!! i dont like pe at the best of times which is why i chose non gcse but now i have 4hours of pe next week! then had english which was alright, we did drama and my group had a laugh while we was working together. then the day became boring....i dont know really why it did, but it just became really rubbish and so i had a pretty rubbish day. by last lesson i felt pretty fedup, but the people that i sit with cheered me up and made me laugh. so my days been weird really. good and bad. think im going out tonight but not really sure yet.

picnic!

went for a picnic today with daniel,rob,adam,liam,tasha,hannah,sarah and greg. had a well nice day with all of them. we had a quality game of football. daniel, me, greg, sarah and liam were on a team and tasha,hannah,adam and rob were on a team. my team won :+) then we just chilled out and chatted and stuff, was really cool day, so thanks guys. then fiona,claire,charlie and some of their friends came to see us for a bit so that was cool and fi stayed with us after :+) so we had a really nice day.

i wish it was the holidays now!!! the weather is so nice. but its ok the holiday is in what 4weeks i think, so thats ok!! church was really good last night. and tasha slept over. so this weekend has been really good!