today....

wel im not really lookin forward to going to school today, i am soo tired, i dont feel tired in myself but i no mentally i am tired, i had about 3 hours sleep, i just kept waking up and couldnt get to sleep. i hope today will be ok though, im really just not in the mood for school today, i havent got the best lessons and i am finding school so boring at the moment. but im goin to infinity tonight and i no that'l cheer me up seeing everyone there.

LaSt NiGhT

last night was awesome, i went round to one of my best mates houses and me and her aint spent time together just me nd her in ages as normally a big group of us will go out. it was so good, time to catch up properly, even though we see eachother all the time it gave us a chance to chat properly. it was so good. and it was good cz i didnt wna go out last night as i was so tired but then she txt me and in the end i said yes and i was so pleased i did. xxxx

So Tired

i am so so tired today, think il have an early night, God has kept me awake at school tho which is the main thing :+) i had a ok sort of day, it was kinda weird, i started off having a really bad day but last night i prayed me and one of me friends would become good friends again and start chatting more, and he came up to me at the end of lunch and we were chatting for ages, it was really awesome. and then i had drama last which i really enjoyed so God gave me a good hour and a half left at school and tonight has been ok, but im really tired so ive been pretty lazy but i think i will go to bed soon.xxxx.

Gods so great

God is so amazing i was cheered up on monday by my cell group, God worked in so many great ways in our cell on monday night and i was so happy yesterday to recieve a text from a girl in my cell telling my how much she enjoyed it, it made me really happy that God helped me to deliver it well. today has been a pretty good day, although my legs are aching from pe. but God gave me strength today as i felt so tired, and now im more awake.xxx.

Bad day but God was there 22/11/04

ive had such a rubbish day today but God had been there so its ok. and my mate sent me a lovely text which cheered me up. and i no tonight when i go to my cell group and see my cell that will cheer me up incredably. God has shown me he was there today as i didnt get very stressed and im in a good mood now!! so its ok :+)

new friends God has given me

well ive been at the church im @ now for the last year and God has given me so many new fantastic friends, i really cant believe how lovely they all are i now i dont no what i would do without them. for example today me and one of my friends went to town and spent the afternoon togther and then went and got our friend from work and we chilled out togther before going to church. then after church ive been on the phone to them both. they are truly great friends. i have so many new mates which i wouldnt have unless i had started going to this church which God called me to. they are all so awesome and some of the bestest friends ive got and i no they will all be lifelong friends. if God hadnt called me to the church then i would not have the friends i have now. i can trust them all with anything and i no that what ever the situation God will helped them to know how to help me.

21/11/04 Eternal sunshine

just got back from church where they showed eternal sunshine, it was amazing, how it showed life being like a corridor and how you can try and erase things from your memory which have happened in your past but somehow something will happen that will remind you off this. i really felt God tonight so so much. it was awesome to be in his presence and was so powerful.

Gods awesome power through movies

well @ church we have been doing 'movies@marys' and they have been really powerful and very intresting. its amazing how much small things like a movie can teach us about our life with God. they have been good as well as then @ infinity the youth group im a cell leader @, we have being going over the movie and what it has taught us. its truely amazing.

well what can i say....

God is truly great he has inspired me so much in so many ways. im 15 and have known God since i was 7 years old. he has really helped me through the years in so many different ways. hes spoken to me and given me so many visions. he called me to stmarys church this time last year and gosh what am amazing year it really has being. i am now a cell leader and have made so many new truely amazing friends. this is all thanks to God and im so greatful to him. life has being God and bad but God has never left me. earlyer this year when i felt down God spoke to somebody about it and the service really spoke to me, it was about your life being like a toilet and flushing away all the rubbish in your life, i went for prayer after and cried so much, God healed me and filled me with his love so i was over flowing. a verse that was for me was psalm 23 - The Lord Is My Shepherd

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever

God is truely awesome and so powerful, without Jesus in my life today, life would not be @ all good.

inspired by God

God has inspired me in so many ways, he has given me the heart to listen to people and help them when they are finding things hard. God has worked in me in so many ways and made me a better person. i know now how to deal with certain situations, if i didnt have God in my life i wouldnt b able to do this.