forgiveness - this may not make much sense to some, but it does to me!

"forgive us our sins, as we forgive those who sin against us" <-- that is something we say when we take communion. its communion tomorrow at church, and that is a line tomorrow in the Lords prayer which i know il have meant. this week has been pretty good. but like most know, last sunday wasnt. and there was someone i was really angry at and hurt by which has been building up over a few weeks now. but i prayed about it, and God healed me quickly. i can truly say they are forgiven in my heart. i dont 'hate' them or anything like that, i never did. they are forgiven.

ive been thinking about forgiveness a great deal the past week. "i am forgiven because You was forsaken" are words which come to me as i write this. forgiveness is a hard thing to do and mean it. its so much easier to say you have forgiven someone than actually doing it. i learnt this a while back, but i managed to forgive that person from a while back not so long ago....but that took ages, but i let go and risked losing them, and thats what im doing again this time. God has a plan, God has a reason behind everything. God has our lives mapped out and knows whats going to happen. and i know this in my head and heart, sometimes it can be hard to believe it when things go wrong but i know its true.

so yeah basically what im trying to say is, that person is forgiven.