issues getting sorted...

you know when you know you have to face up to something even when you really dont want to. well i felt God making me face up to quite a few things tonight. hmm...there has been things on my heart for a few weeks with different things ive needed to face up to with different people. i went round my friends today(hi saph!) and we had a long chat about things which was really cool and i feel we've sorted out problems and now are close again which is nice. and then tonight....i felt God telling me i needed to address my problems with hannah and tasha and be completly honest with everything. so thats what i did and thats what they did. for an hour and a half we spoke about everything and i mean everything, some things were said which we probably didnt wanna hear but they needed to be said in order to clear the air and im glad they were said. there was one other thing i felt God telling me to do....which ive done and now ive gotta wait for the outcome...am worried about it and scared about it and i hope i havent messed things up by doing it. but i felt that it needed to be done. so im feeling more at peace now, and i hope that now when ever i have a problem with someone it can be spoke about and sorted. theres someone i know i need to speak to still and ive just gotta wait for the right time and trust God...