drained..
is how im feeling. im so tired. didnt sleep well last night. got up and revised this morning and then went for lunch with mum and debbie(my bros Fiancé) was nice to just chill out with them and take our minds off things. ive been listening to worship this afternoon and just singing out praises to God. i think God really was reminding me of something last night and the chat me,mum and deb had at lunch confirmed it....life is to short to argue. who knows what is going to happen tomorrow, or the next day or the next. remember me saying about that video we watched a few weeks back at alpha that was the theme of that video and i feel God just saying to me sort things out with those i have problems with. let them know i still love them, let them know im sorry, let them know they are special, let them know im still speaking to them. on sunday i think was the start of that. i was praying for someone last night who i havent spoken to in a few weeks, and i know i need to talk to him, i know i need to sort things out with him properly and ive gota trust God to give me the chance to do that. i was talking to hannah this morning and was saying to her about how God will let something happen if God wants it to happen and God knows what is best for us and when things should or shouldnt happen. ive just gotta wait for that time in some of the situations and really trust God to be there and trust that God knows what is best.
sometimes we think we know best, we know what we want to happen and get annoyed and upset when it doesnt. i read someones blog today...and read some of the older posts and i guess it made me think how sometimes we get annoyed when we dont get the outcome we want...even if we may know in our hearts it is the right outcome if we dont get it....
but God knows best. and i guess we have to learn to trust 100% even when it can be really hard to do and when we dont want to because we arent getting what we want. i can think of things in my life that i want to be happening that arent but i know God has a reason why they arent happening and they may happen, they may not, but i have to trust God and just wait....
think ive been challenged a lot lately, about waiting and about trusting God 100%. think God is just tapping me on the shoulder going "come on gill, just trust me and wait and be patient, ive got it all planned" and so i need to do that!!
ive had a lot of deep chats with people the last few days, ive got a lot of things off my chest that needed to be said and im pleased they;ve been said. they havent been the easiest conversations to have, and i havent enjoyed having them, but i think they had to be had and its good they were.
so now is the time for me to trust 100% with the situations ive got, especially a certain one, but i know God is in the centre of it and is working there and ive just gotta wait for the outcome. whether it is the outcome i want, i dont know, but i know whatever the outcome, it will be the best for me as God has it all planned....
sometimes we think we know best, we know what we want to happen and get annoyed and upset when it doesnt. i read someones blog today...and read some of the older posts and i guess it made me think how sometimes we get annoyed when we dont get the outcome we want...even if we may know in our hearts it is the right outcome if we dont get it....
but God knows best. and i guess we have to learn to trust 100% even when it can be really hard to do and when we dont want to because we arent getting what we want. i can think of things in my life that i want to be happening that arent but i know God has a reason why they arent happening and they may happen, they may not, but i have to trust God and just wait....
think ive been challenged a lot lately, about waiting and about trusting God 100%. think God is just tapping me on the shoulder going "come on gill, just trust me and wait and be patient, ive got it all planned" and so i need to do that!!
ive had a lot of deep chats with people the last few days, ive got a lot of things off my chest that needed to be said and im pleased they;ve been said. they havent been the easiest conversations to have, and i havent enjoyed having them, but i think they had to be had and its good they were.
so now is the time for me to trust 100% with the situations ive got, especially a certain one, but i know God is in the centre of it and is working there and ive just gotta wait for the outcome. whether it is the outcome i want, i dont know, but i know whatever the outcome, it will be the best for me as God has it all planned....
posted by gill @ 2:38 PM
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