theres no way of hiding.....

people can look at you and think your fine, unless they know you well and can tell from how your acting that your not ok, as far as they know your simply ok and nothing is wrong and everything is happy dappy!! well....at infinity when we were praying, we looked into the window at our reflections and i felt God remind me, that people can look at you and all they get is what is on the outside, for example if your smiling, then they think things are fine...but not with God, no, there is simply no hiding, "you search much deeper within, through the way things appear - your looking into my heart" are the words ive just been reminded of whilst listening to matt redman - heart of worship. i think God is really trying to remind me and tell me to be honest with those around me, to tell people how i really feel. i cant hide it from God and i think God is telling me to stop hiding from those around, how i really feel.