its amazing how....

somebody or a group people can have such an effect on you. one of my friends at school is feeling so down, we walked home together and walked to school together today and were talking about how she is feeling, shes written the girl involved a letter to tell her how she feels and how shes feeling treated by her and her friends. she let me read it, i could have cried, to read how she feels, theres so much she has bottled up and i just feel so sorry for my friend, watching her at school, shes not herself, and the teachers had noticed it too. we've all told her the people involved arent worth it, we leave so soon and for her to just enjoy the last couple of months. ive chatted to her lots about how shes feeling and have invited her bowling with infinity tomorrow night, she said shes allowed to come so hope she does =] told her after school il be praying for her, shes not a christian but she smiled and said thanks.

but watching how shes feeling and thinking back to when i was feeling down a few weeks ago its amazing just the effect those closest to you have on you. guess its cos you spend lots of time together and they are the people you tell things to etc etc.

school finishes tomorrow for 2weeks. im so looking forward to having the break, i know im gonna be revising each day for a couple of hours but im looking forward to being away from everyone! thats sounds pretty harsh i know but i feel everyone needs their own space. its the same every end of term or half term, people get annoyed at each other and they want the break. everyones tired and things are sometimes said which arent meant!!

ive had a thumping headache since monday, its weird though - i only ever get it from lunch time til about 4.30/5 and then it goes.

hope everyones alright. x x x