things happen again and again and it makes you realise why you hated the problem in the first place....

dont you hate it when things repeat themselves which are things that have already gotten to you a lot and just when you think that something is looking up and going to improve it all crashes upon you again and makes you feel like crap?! sound familiar? cos thats how i feel at the minute. things go really really good for me and then the next thing i know things are really rubbish and its like a never ending circle...always happening. i know the main reasons im feeling rubbish though and last night when i was listening to my ipod my eyes were watering as i thought about things which are going on at the minute....but yeah lets be positive and look to the future...