feel like crap

every have a time in your life when you feel your letting the people closest to you down? cos thats how im feeling right now. im finding a lot of things hard in my life at the minute. and i feel that people around me are feeling as though im letting them down. i dont know, maybe they dont. i just feel pretty rubbish in myself at the minute. so much has happened lately and its all built up on its self and now has really started to affect me, so im feeling quite rubbish. hmmm i sound rather negetive don't i. sorry.