maybe people do notice it....

today in science a arguement kicked off between two people on my table. it wasnt a small arguement quite a big one and a lot of horrible things were said. i had two options, to join in or to sit back and say nothing and do my work...i chose the second one....this was because both the things they were saying i could see where they were both coming from. the boy said some nasty things to the girl and vice versa. but then this boy ( who i used to not get on great with, but have made a real effort and not really felt he has reconised it ) turned round and said only 4 people in this class believe i deserve to be in here ( he hangs around with the "popular crew"), so people judge him alot which is unfair. and i was one of the people he said believes he deserves to be there. i was so touched cos all i want is for him to succeseed in life....he has noticed all this time ive been making the effort and just hasnt responded that much. dont get me wrong, he talks back to me but sometimes has his days when he really winds me up. but today when he spoke out and said that, i could have cried just to know he has reconised it and does appreciate it.

last night we all said in cell we stuggle with judgement at infintiy and i felt God telling me - dont judge a book by its cover but get to know the person. and i really could see today just how much people do judge others. and how you dont realise how it effects that person. both these people in the arguement were judging each other and in the end they sorted it out.

had a really long chat with a boy in my year who is one of my best mates about why i believe in God. we've had these chats a lot of times, and i know he doesnt believe. but he has never said why just that he doesnt believe....he believes theres a God who created the universe and thats about it. so yeah...we had a really long chat and im really praying for him now as he opened up a bit.

i feel really positive about things in my life at the min...last week was crap but im allowing God to mend the broken pieces and they are getting fixed, there are things which i was hurting so much about still on saturday and now im not hurting at all....God is awesome.