take time and look around......

lately ive noticed quite a lot, just by sitting and watching insted of joinning.....

everyone always judges one another, everyone creates issues that dont need to arise, everyone talks behind one anothers back. im not saying that im not guilty of this, im just saying it affects me + hurts me and i can really see how it affects others.

when surrounded all day by this sort of attitude in school it starts to become irratating. school is full of mixed emotion, taking time to watch, you see some happy others sad, some company others lonely, some laughing others crying and so on.....

sorry for sounding moany! but today some girls im friends with were quite rude about another girl and were complanning that this girl has been rude to them! it really wound me up and i said to them about it but they just shrugged it off...

i really admire the work mentors, peer mentors and people like lcet do. i really do see the difference it can make in peoples lives. the fact they have some to talk to and the fact people actually care and want to help them make a difference. i really hope that i make a difference in peoples lives.

im trying so hard not to join in with the bitchyness now. it is hard and i still mess up, but i am really praying that God helps for me to question the people when they are been bitchy....i dont really join in with the bitching but i still listen and i think its about time now that i say something and stop it happening! but ive just got to trust God to help me to do this....