be my everything....

when praying today at school.....something sunk into place. God is above and beyond understanding. when i have a problem there is NOTHING i am not going to be able to get through as God would not cast that upon me. God knows everything i am experiencing and he understands everything...there is not anything in which he does not understand. i really pray God would be my everything. i pray that these words would be true in my life....

God in my living, there in my breathing,
God in my waking, God in my sleeping,
God in my resting, there in my working,
God in my thinking, God in my speaking.

be my everything,
be my everything,
be my everything,
be my everything......

God in my hoping, there in my dreaming,
God in my watching, God in my waiting,
God in my laughing, there in my grieveing,
God in my hurting, God in my healing.

be my everything,
be my everything,
be my everything,
be my everything......

Christ in me,
Christ in me,
Christ in me the hope and glory - you are everything.
Chrst in me,
Christ in me the hope of glory,
be my everything.....

you are everything,
you are everything,
you are everything,
you are everything,
Jesus everything,
Jesus everything,
Jesus everything....Jesus everything

today has been quite a good day...ive spoken to my english teacher about how im gunna get a B in my exam and she said if we work together she in confident i will be able to do it. it was so pleasing to hear that....i really am working so hard, i really want to get a B. i got my college application form today. so i need to fill that in. school was ok as a whole though....im not the only one who is feeling that the atmosphere isnt a pleasnt one. other people who ive spoken to are feeling that as well. today when praying we prayed the next 3weeks would be good and everyone would relax and no one would get stressed.

the leaders meeting last night was really good. i got a lot out of it. and was glad i went. i love hearing how God is working in the youth of church. its so encouraging especially as im still part of the older youth group.

Hairy - thanks for what you wrote mate.....it encouraging.

the weeks are going faster and faster. its quite scary. in a month christmas will have been and gone. where is the time going?!!? by the end of this week i think i will have finished my practical work in dt. im making 2 food products tomorrow and i will have 1 left to make which i think i am going to make in my lesson on friday!

ive wanted to leave school for so long....i still do....but its strange....as the days go by....i think about it...its another day less of spending time with the people in my year. its another day less of each lesson....its another day less of been in school. it really has started to go so fast. we got our year photo today....thats the last ever year photo at school. im definatly going to buy it.

its the weekend again soon! im looking forward to this weekend....im going out with jessica during the day on saturday and in the evening i am off to see the panto at LCF which could be really good. my friend naomi who is coming to the panto is sleeping over saturday night and i think coming church with me on sunday morning. so this weekend will be a good one!! in a week on sunday im gunna be on TV!!! its songs of praise!

think im going out for dinner with mum and dad tonight which will be nice and then maybe go see my brother at his as i aint seen him in about a week!

Father, i pray that i remember that in troubled times you are always going to be there. you will never leave me. i pray that i praise you for the good times and ask for your help and protection in the bad times. you are an awesome God. you would have sent your son to die for me even if it was just me in this world. you love me unconditionaly and i am sorry from the bottom of my heart when i have said or thought bad things against others. Father, you are always always there, every how and every where and i pray i remember that. i thank you that i have some really amazing friends, true friends, and i thank you for bringing those people into my life. i pray i really live my faith and not by sight for you. i pray in troubled times i know your carrying me in your arms and in good times you are walking along side me. i pray as my exams approach you take away the nerves. i thank you that i am doing revision and i pray i continue to revise for my exams until they are done. Father i thank you for the great times ive had over the weekend....and i thank you for really showing me your there. i thank you that your grace has found me just as i am....empty handed but im not in your hands. i thank you that i am changed by your love. i pray Father that i reach out to those who dont know you and i pray this would be the year, the school year where i make a real difference in peoples lives. Father ive done things im not proud of, but i know you have forgiven and forgotten because i have repented and said sorry. Father i pray as this week continues i continue to have a good week and i pray you continue to soften my heart.

amen x x x

well this is quite a long blog....hope everyone doing ok x x x