thoughts

well todays been a good day. i caught up on my sleep so im not feeling tired now. i hadnt got any plans for today until tonight when im going out to dinner with karen and tasha so i thought today could be a chilled out day. so todays been the first day of the holiday in which i havent been out but ive enjoyed it. ive been listening to worship music and just thought about things in gerneral.

its scary this year is going so quick. summer will be here in no time, but it will come and go so fast and then il have about 6months left in school until i get to leave. so this is my last full summer in school. i guess im looking forward to leaving. the last 4years have been ok, they've had there ups and downs. and this last year ive become good mates with people in the year above me. ive also become much better mates with people in my year. and we have gone back to a big group of us eating lunch and hanging out together. im going to miss year11 when they leave but il still see them outside a school. its weird to think they leave in about 5weeks, how quickly those 5weeks are going to go. i think this year has been one the best ive had at school. due to everyone getting along with eachother but i really hope year11 will be even better.

theres only about 12 more infinitys left until we stop for summer. im really praying that maybe some of the faces we havent seen at infinity for a while would re-appear. i had a really long chat with God on monday night about so many different things and i prayed to him for the people we havent seen at infinity for a while.

i had a nice chat with mum last night as i walked home with her as i was going home as she was leaving work so we walked together. we were chatting for ages about different things and im so pleased that we get on so well. i think that we have became so much closer this last year.when we went to spain last year i think thats what made us closer. and im really pleased i can talk to her about things and that she trys and helps me the best she can. i couldnt ask for a better mum, i love her xxx

im lucky with all the mates i have. they are all awesome in there own ways and im really lucky to have them all in my life and im really thankful to God for all my mates. this last year due to coming to St.marys ive made friends with so many new people and i love them all.and i pray for my non-christian mates that they would come to know God.

its the weekend away in about a week and a couple of days, i cant wait. im really looking forward to it. it will be a chance to build up stronger friendships with everyone at infinity and a chance to grow even closer to God. and it will be nice to get out of Luton for a couple of days as i really feel like a break from here.

at the end of this month it will be a year since my nan died. the year has gone so fast. and so much has happened in this last year. i miss my nan so much but i know she is in a better place now and shes no longer in pain.

looking outside right now its nice and bright outside, it reminds me of been on holiday. i am looking forward to going to spain this year. i am looking forward to relaxing and due to jonny and debbie only coming for a week and steven and emma not coming at all it means that for the second week il be with mum and dad. but i dont mind, i think it will give me a chance to grow closer to them.

my dog has made me smile today, hes been really playful and looks really sweet and relaxed. right now he looks like he hasnt got a care in the world as he sits on the sofa waiting for everyone to come home from work.

i know this post is quite weird as its about all different things but they are the things ive been thinking of today and so i thought id write about it. xxxx