boucing back!

well im starting to feel better now, YAY :+) just my luck to get better at the end of the holiday!! but today should be good, me and tasha are going to go out for lunch so that going to cheer me up! and im feeling pretty relaxed this morning, i had some really nice dreams and just feel happy this morning so its all good. and i think last night helped, me and josh had a really really long chat and he just made me laugh and cheered me up, hes sucha good mate and im so glad me and him got to know each other, its nice as we can flirt but neither of us take it the wrong way so thats cool. its scary to think how fast this year is going!! we are nearly in march, where have the last two months gone?? last year i have so many memories from the first two months of the year, this year i have hardly any, oh well. in 5months its july and i cant wait :+> **SuMmEr HolIdAy** :+> im looking forward to it now, i wasnt completely sure if i was looking forward to going away when mum booked it but now i am so its cool. i watched a program yesterday on tv called a place in the sun, i watch it most days but yesterday the people on it were returning to somewhere they had been before and said that it was even better than last time they were there. thats what ive desided, im going to make this year even better than last year and really enjoy myself, i enjoyed it so much last year ( although the first couple of days were not great but we dont need to go into that! ) and was so upset when it was time to come home so this year i am going to really make sure i enjoy every minute :+) its weird back to school on monday, back to hard work and exams, but in a way i cant wait and i never normally look forward to school! but once these next 5weeks are over, the hardest 5weeks of year10 are done and il have no more exams until christmas, and the fun in year 10 begins, work experience been one of them. everyone has always said to me watch when you get into year10 it goes so quickly and i didnt believe them even though year9 went really quick, but it is true year 10 is flying by and year 11 will go even quicker as its shorter. hard to think im 16 in september, and even harder to think naomi is 16 on wednesday! im feeling in a good position in life at the minute, as i no roughly where i am heading in life, im getting on well with everyone and im just feeling happy. the mood of today is helping me, as its bright outside and when ever its sunny, i always feel in a much better mood. when i woke up this morning, i was thinking of something thats been on my mind for ages, to do with 2people who can remain annoymanos! although loads of you will probs guess who they both are!!! i was thinking about the song what if and i was thinking about a lot of what ifs and things that could have happened to change how my relationship with someone is at the minute who goes to my school, it was both our fault that our friendship has been messed up yet neither of us have ever been able to sort it out. the other one is really obvious who it is, one word *holiday* i have so many questions that keep running through my head and i still have the hope il see this person again and still believe i will and i trust the Lord with the situation xxxx