tonight....

well tonight the service was about the homeless, i felt happy in 1 aspect because before i came to church i used a mcdonalds coupon which was for a free coffee and took it to this homeless lady who had been asking me for money, her face lite up and i felt happy i had helped her in some way. i didnt sit with the people i usually sit with at church because i really wanted some 'me' time with God. i was reflecting on things, as me and my brother who used 2 be so close have grown apart and it has really been getting to me, so i thought about going for prayer and in the end i did. christine prayed for me and i wanna say a mazzive thank you to her, i love her so much, she really helped me, and i really felt Gods presence and i burst into tears. christine just listened to me talk about it...so thank you christine :+) i also want to say a big thank you to all my friends at church, you guys are great all coming up to me to check im ok, i love you all so much more than you could ever know xxx. on a good note me and mum are getting on really well again, so thats one thing which is good and something to praise God for. xxxxx .