this week :+)

well yesterday i had a meeting with my form tutor, it is something all my year are doing. we are meeting with our form tutors for 15mins of mentoring, i didnt think i was going to find this helpful but i did.

we were talkin bout all my lessons, nd had 2 set targets nd i was telin her wat i wna do in future nd how school was at the moment and how lessons were going. she showed me dis pix wen i first got in dre of a tree nd dif ppl round the tree and i had 2 chose which 1 i fort i was like, so i chose 1 quite high up the tree with 1 person nd their bk nd another person had their arm rnd them nd she asked y i chose it so i sed cz they looked happy nd had their m8s rnd them nd then she sed was i happy at the moment then nd i sed yeh cz i got all me m8s nd dat.

so am i happy, well yeah i guess i am, school is going well at the moment and my social life is good although things at home could be better they are ok. i really felt God on sunday night, i didnt let anything distracted me and i had a one to one with God at church, it was awesome, i really felt in his presence.

at infinity on monday night we listened 2 a track by u2 before we worshipped called grace. i have heard every song u2 have ever done because my brother is a mazzive fan of theirs. so i just thought to myself of its justa u2 song, however i really like their new song - sometimes you cant make it on your own. i also like vertigo. i like some of their other music to, but i never normally pay at much attention to the lyrics. so the song started and i was in a pretty bad mood anyway, so i had my head on the chair and was thinking about things. the one thing i will remember about this song is these lyrics -- Grace makes beauty out of ugly things. this is so true, and that is song to stick in my head.

going on to this week and how is has been, well monday as i said before i was not in a good mood due to argueing with everybody at home apart from mum who is unwell. tuesday was ok, school went pretty well and i had a laugh. wednesday was good as i did the mentoring. and today has been quite good. we were doing this thing in drama called the chair game, where we had 3 chairs and had to do freeze frames using the chairs. we have done this for the last two days and i have really enjoyed it. im pleased as my friend who has been getting in a lot of trouble at school and i thought he was going to be kicked out permently wasnt, so i was pleased about that. i am really praying for him that he will stop getting in as much trouble as he is and that he will stay calm and stop trying to act hard and that he will stop getting himself in trouble. so i guess this week has been quite good and i have enjoyed it. i am really tired though and im looking forward to the weekend. XxXxX