02/01/05 xxx

well its weird, we are in the second day of 2oo5 already. i hope this year is going to be good. back to school on wednesday, some parts of me are wanting to and others arent. i want to go and get it out the way. i can't wait untill june 2oo6 when i will leave school, that will be really good because i really want to go to college and meet new people and i have desided i want to do something with travel when i grow up, either a holiday rep or air hostess is the idea at the moment, whether i will change my mind i dont no. its special at the moment as it is a year now since st marys became my church :+) and i have the best friends down there that will be life long friends. tonight was strange church wasnt on in the evening and i really missed it and i have really missed infinity not been on, but everything will be back to normal next sunday so that will be cool =) the weddings of the last year were amazing. hannah and matts on new years eve, was so romantic, with the sparklers and candle light and was really dedicated to their familys, with both matts mum and hannahs mum lighting a candle and then hannah and matt taking light from each candle to light a candle in the middle, which represented joining the two families toegther as one. and charlie and claires wedding, which was really sweet and was nice to see so many people attend both these weddings. i was dissapointed as i couldnt go to gill and stephs as i was in spain but i prayed for them. well last year has a lot of memeries for me. some good some bad. my highlights of last year were coming to stmarys, going to spain, becoming a cell leader and making all my new friends at church. the lowlights are my nan dying and my godfathers child dying of cancer. well lets hope this year is good.......